Ma paix de pensée

I want to apologise to both numi_nami and thejenx. The former because I've hardly spoken to you in so long, haven't been really keeping up with you, and in general I'm probably just a bad friend. The latter because I feel like I neglect you and leave you out, even though you're a great friend; I never mean to, but...yeah, I'm a bad friend here, too.

And to both because I missed your birthdays dfgdjhfds. Admittedly, it's not my fault - my internet cut out on Wednesday and I've had it back for less than an hour. I managed to sneak onto someone else's internet for long enough to check if either of you were on AIM, yesterday, but it was only for like 30 seconds and...alas, neither of you were.

So I'm sorry - for missing your birthdays, and for being a crappy friend in general. I feel like I've not been good enough to/for either of you. I hope I can improve, and I hope you can forgive me.

Happy belated birthday, to both of you.

MEL

I LOVE YOU.

WILL YOU MARRY ME?

womb

HAPPY FATHERS DAY,Papa 8D

S-sorry for being obnoxious, everyone.

"Tu parles comme une vache espagnol" was one my teacher told us in class, once, I believe. Literally it is "you speak like a Spanish cow", but indirectly it's "you have a bad French accent". 8D

I told myself I wouldn't answer this, but let's give it a try. There's a total of nine.

English is my first language, but I've been learning French since I was young. Spanish was picked up a few years ago. I know little bits and pieces (though nothing conversation-worthy) of the following: German, Tagalog, Norwegian, Japanese, Chinese and Italian.

I want to...learn basically all of them ever, though. :D;

I love...making icon dumps. *collapses \o/*

Hopefully saphira112 likes them? ;;

I updated my icon journal's profile - oh god it shows me to be on such a Fatal Frame kick ;A; - and posted 50 old icons~ Mostly FMA and HimM, but. I guess I'll...cross post it to my journal and the comms, then. Not to my other personal journal, though. I don't want to clutter it up too badly. XD

♪ Air x2
♪ D.Gray-man x2
♪ Death Note x2
♪ Fullmetal Alchemist x33
♪ He is my Master x9
♪ Pirates of the Caribbean x2
♫ Total →50

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I'm posting here to tell you that...in the spirit of procrastination and giving myself something else to do, I'm doing a complete overhaul of...basically everything. That largely includes this journal and my icon journal (caitlinicons; it won out in favour of my other icon journal, in the end) and maybe even my writing journal. We'll see what happens I guess.

My other account is fine the way it is, at least for now. :|

Edit: Admittedly? I'm considering making the move to my other journal permanent.

( ignore this if you aren't going to Anime North 2009? )

Hm. *on old account for a few :|*

I think I might...start clearing out this friend's list. There are far too many and ffft.

I'll start by defriending anyone I...either literally (have) never talked to, and a lot of the people who have defriended me. We'll see.

Edit: Ffft okay, I got a couple. */fails*

HEY. HEY. handlebars! 8D

*/obnoxious font*

I logged onto my old account for you!

Happy birthday, hun. ♥

temporarily moving personal journals.

GAIZ.

GAIZ.

AMAZON SHIPS AT THE SPEED OF LIGHT.

ZOOM?

I'm...sorry, everyone. For...last night, and stuff.

I summed it up best in one of my comments, I think:

"I've just...had a hard time communicating with a lot of people lately, and this is just...one of those things about me that people should know."

I didn't mean for so many people to take offence or to take it to heart - that wasn't the intention at all. It wasn't aimed at anyone in particular, even if some people in particular I'd been having...communication issues with, lately. :x

All in all, I'm...sorry. For the misunderstandings, and the drama and...all that. |D

I promise to stop being such an idiot?

...I don't understand what I'm doing wrong any more.

I'm just.

I'm sorry.

I think that...

In order for me to remain friends with someone, it takes a lot of active effort on the other person's behalf - just like it almost always takes the other person to make an effort to become friends in the first place.

Frankly - if you're not going to try and make an effort to talk to me, to remain friends then...

I feel it's best to let you all know that...

In the end, I'll just let you slip away.

My last exam, earlier, took like...half an hour. Wow. XD
I got there was 12:25 or so, and my teacher was like "...oh hai. We started early, come in. :D" and then I was out just after 1:00. XD; Yaaay.
Off until the second, now!

I have...nothing important to say.

Edit:
≤ polarization ≥
+\-the positive/negative attractions meme -/+

*commits autolysis*

Edit: I proved Michael's amnesia to people making a terrible interjection.

Pick 10 people you roleplay. Don't look at the questions before you've made your list.

1) Alphonse Elric
2) Sekai Saionji
3) Rosette Christopher
4) Shilo Wallace
5) Sealand (The Principality of)
6) Yuugi Mutou
7) Jan van Ruthberg
8) Bruno Glening
9) Flay Gunnar
10) Alfons Heiderich

( Click for the questions. )